so i know most people have seen the so called pregnant man… thats like the lion is sheep’s clothing… if she has a hoo hoo (she does thats how the baby came out) then there is nothing miraculous about a woman who has been altered to appear manly doing the same i mean WTH she has a uterus and ovaries and a VAGINA… thats right a VA-JAY-JAY so i don’t get the big freaking deal… I’m no wanna be dude here but i have PCOS and i could grow a beard if wanted… i so wish that was a joke but seriously i have to shave… what the heck would any one purposely want that… its beyond me. I don’t see how you can figure that its a pregnant man i mean doesn’t having a VAGINA kind of make it impossible???

they just wanted media attention and they got it but seriously its not special its not unique in the since that most women can have babies and if you got the goods your a girl and there is no surgery that will truly fix that and i don’t see how covering your girly bits with a man-like pseudo will do anything other than make you live a lie…

I cant believe people are buying into this… seriously truth the idiot box off and help your self to an anatomy book…

don’t get me wrong you can live your life how you want i may not agree but we both should have our rights. I am not an intolerant person but i do have my beliefs however i don’t expect every one to just do as i say or believe… but i think the above statement was pretty much common sense.

I just completely re-did digital paper hearts… and i think it came out fabulous but that project sucked up a lot of time… and i am not 100% done…

plus i have designer application up the wazoo i am losing track of the ones accepted and if i responded and added them… and i just found some more lost in all my mail… i need to do a clean out tomorrow in my in box because i cant find half of what i would like to…

like my info for Plain Digital Wrapper… i keep going there to the forum wanting to post but i forget i need to let the owner know i am not approved as a designer and the same at Pretty Scrappy… and i have a collab i need to do for PS but i cant find the e-mail at the moment and the search thingy isn’t wanting to work…

Plus I have totally neglected Divine Digital because of all of the other stuff going on but im going to try and get everything situated tomorrow!!!

OK I’m so mad right now… vista does this thing where my computer re-starts on its own and i have lost several things i was working on… and so i altered my settings and thought i had it fixed… well it just did it again and I’m seriously annoyed…

thus reminds me of those computer commercials… this would be mine… Hi I’m Janice and I’m a MAC… or i would be if i could afford it lol

I finally a re-designed the digital paper hearts newsletter it took forever because the background color wouldn’t show up no matter what i did but i finally figured out why my newsletter script wasn’t showing it and so please check out DPH’s new and oh so lovely newsletter!

We had a designer call a week or two ago and have 5 new designers 2 of them are currently being featured in this weeks newsletter. and finally i bought photo post … $89 bucks but we need a gallery so i went a head and did it… which i was excited about but now that i have it set up half the links give me a server error… i have set up hundreds of scripts with out this problem so its not me i am hoping my web host for DPH will figure it out soon so i can get to the cosmetic stuff…

there is still so much to do over there too.. i need to set up WP MU but i haven’t had the time, and i need to re-design the entire site and right now I’m having and edge problem… but as i typed that i think i figured out a way to do away with all of that and still make it cute… yeah me…

I am trying to keep my self super busy so I’m not focusing and worrying about the adoption… if they hated us or don’t feel were right for the child what can i do now? nothing it is what it is and i don’t want to sit around dwelling on things i cannot control. I am still hoping that everything will work out though.

its kind of interesting i think just going through the process has made me more patient… i was never really an ridiculously impatient person but, now I’m kind of just laid back and don’t feel the anxious feeling i once did… I still want everything to happen but i think i realize that some time is good.