Child Loss, Pregnancy, TTC

And just like that its gone

its been so long since my last post although nothing has changed in regards to that post and because of the subject matter i actually had to re-read my post before constructing this on. I finally decided to talk to my Dr about trying femara, i was afraid there would be a fight as some… Read More And just like that its gone

Child Loss, Depression, TTC

Hope hurts

no matter what i do i cant seem to give up hope or stop staying positive and i know you would think that its a good thing but it isn’t in fact i feel like its killing me. its been 13 and a half years since my only biological child was born and died. I… Read More Hope hurts

Child Loss, Shopping

This time of year

This time of year is always a little difficult, in 2 days my daughter would have been 10! That’s crazy to me, has it really been that long? It also doesn’t help that seasonal depression runs in my family, typically all winter i am less motivated and down. This year it started early (so it… Read More This time of year

Adoption, Child Loss, Marriage, Pets, Photography, Projects

Im back

The last few months have been weird, hectic, stressful and kind of crazy… For a very long time I was stuck in a rut but I think I am out and I wanted to kick hopefully the beginning of something good, with a fresh start a new domain and all that good stuff. So much… Read More Im back