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Yesterday I did some major updating, so many things on here were outdated so I updated most pages and will be doing some more of that today. I also re worked my sugar coated theme from lost in love, I think it turned out pretty cute… I made a downloadable version which will be avalible later today. To preview the free theme click here. I think most of today will be spent updating I seriously didnt realize that most of the content didnt work, but after today they all will, and I will be adding several more wp themes as well as several brush sets!

I am sort of nervous about next week, My period should come at the end of next week, I dont know if it will so if it doesnt I dont want toget my hopes up becauseI know that doesnt mean I am pregnant, but that would be nice if that would finally happen.

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• People who are your friend… when they have no one else, then your the sister they never had
• People who call you and talk… because bacially that went through every one they knew and no one answered or they were busy… so they call you
• People who call and talk to you… until some one else calls and they are like OMG its “so and so” I gotta go… buh-bye, click.
• the crusty stuff under the top of the milk jug.
• People saying “I know what you mean” when you know they don’t they never went through it.
• people who hate organized religion… I think people with some religion are generally easier to get along with than atheist at least more of them give a crap about people and the world… you egotistical bastards… NO not all of you.
• Coercion
• Crumbs, in the butter, mayo, or jelly. wipe of the effin knife!!!!
• Treating people different because of race, religion, sex or because they have tattoos or piercing’s. I don’t support gay people but none the less they are people and I wouldn’t be a jerk about it and scream out “Fag” or beat some ones bum over it… At one time this may have been so…(the fag part not the abusive one) but I am older and less angry now.
• Polls that give you choices that’s are pretty much asking you to conform to one group of popular opinion or another but not giving you true options that you might actually pick…. there is always a gray area when it comes to opinions.
• This was a while ago but I feel the need to bring it up again because I said something’s that I no longer mean and need to redeem myself for that.
• Hearing all that BS about global warming… look at the evidance even a moron could see its bull!!! Global warm deez nuts biyatchs. (thats just my inner rapper talking)
• That they ended Dharma & Greg with a totally stupid episode!

I blogged I believe in 2005 about thinking horrible things about those who chose to have abortions etc. I also I had a misconception of Pro-choice because I thought they all had them but now i realize some would never have one themselves but wouldn’t prohibit other women from their right to “chose”. I do see the point made in that though I still stick by Pro-life. The hateful statements I made in that post though were out of anger, I couldn’t understand why God would allow my baby to die and me to suffer such horrible pain and depression because of that, but let other “whores” get pregnant only to “Kill” their babies… I retract the whore part from that because I understand that things do happen… but I also don’t feel under ANY circumstances that abortion should be a choice. I believe I made a comment to the effect that all the people who had or will have them should “burn” in hell… for that I am sorry, I was judging and that was not right. I don’t know who will end up where and I also know that God will forgive any sin once they are baptized and repent. I just feel bad for saying what I did.

I was so angry then I still hurt because of losing Hannah but I am at peace with it as well I am no longer angry and hateful like I was. I am glad to have moved past that. Hopefully I never become that way again.

Lets start this off with something nice… shall we? I am officially a target employee as of Tuesday… As long as I pass the drug test… I just hope that big bowl of crack i smoked before my interview doesn’t come back to bite me in the ass… lmao I am 100% sure I passed… I already bought some khaki pants and a red shirt so they have to let me work there lol.

I am excited to have a job again and I definitely am glad I will not be working with food or cows! I have never worked at a place like target so its exciting I cant wait to get started!

tonight was a really weird night… First of all I had a very in depth conversation with the guy I buy hosting from which was cool but not something that has every happened before… usually my site screws up and I I’m him and he fixes it, I thank him and close the I’m… but its nice to know the people you do business with go through the same crap we do… then I go to myspace and I have a message from Brandon telling me his new wife is pregnant… I am not sure what to do with that. I am not mad or sad, or even upset… Yea I want to get pregnant too… but whatever I guess. Then Johnny and I are laying in bed talking and then at like 11:30 my cell phone rings… I’m like who the fuck??? my caller id says private so its either my mom or Loretta… I wasn’t going to answer but I was afraid it was my mom and there was some sort of emergency so I pick up… its Henry, Loretta’s husband asking if I knew where Loretta was… I don’t so I say no and ask is everything ok? he says no I haven’t seen her in over an hour etc. after he hangs up I decide to get out of bed and try to call her cell… no answer, its off.  So I give it a few minutes and try again… same thing. Then I debate on going looking for her… this time my house phone rings and its Loretta from her home phone explaining what happened and that everything was ok…

what a night huh?

I put up a new layout earlier… its boring and I don’t really like it but its different so whatever. I have been so uninspired lately. I am so sick of being so depressed so I am going to the doctor on Friday and seeing about an anti-depressant for a while.

As of today Johnny and I have been married for 4 months… 4 months already that’s crazy!!!

Since I had a period on my own I am trying to track my whole cycle so maybe this month I will actually end up pregnant… but if now I will be ok. I feel better about it now though because I feel like it could actually happen now… so we will see.

I hate april fools day… Luckily this year now one has played any pranks on me or tried to get me to play one on some one else… I am no fun i guess but I don’t play pranks on any one and if any one plays one on be they will so be on my poo list for some time… I am not in the mood to be messed with and I have a feeling that Loretta is going to try to pull something… but hopefully not.

My cat is seriously pissing me off… Feisty’s babies can now climb out of their box and feisty doesn’t like it but instead of moving them back into their box she moves them right on front of the door that leads to the hall… We put the babies in the box and before we know it they are all back in front of the door again… I almost stepped on one the first time i saw them there. I even found a taller box and they still manage to get out and to top it off Feisty wont stay with them… she feeds them and then leaves she is only there maybe 10 to 15 minutes and then she takes off and the babies go looking for her…

I have an interview on Tuesday at target, hopefully I can get hired over there because i need a job… I get so bored being at home all day… plus a little more money i always nice.