• People who are your friend… when they have no one else, then your the sister they never had
• People who call you and talk… because bacially that went through every one they knew and no one answered or they were busy… so they call you
• People who call and talk to you… until some one else calls and they are like OMG its “so and so” I gotta go… buh-bye, click.
• the crusty stuff under the top of the milk jug.
• People saying “I know what you mean” when you know they don’t they never went through it.
• people who hate organized religion… I think people with some religion are generally easier to get along with than atheist at least more of them give a crap about people and the world… you egotistical bastards… NO not all of you.
• Coercion
• Crumbs, in the butter, mayo, or jelly. wipe of the effin knife!!!!
• Treating people different because of race, religion, sex or because they have tattoos or piercing’s. I don’t support gay people but none the less they are people and I wouldn’t be a jerk about it and scream out “Fag” or beat some ones bum over it… At one time this may have been so…(the fag part not the abusive one) but I am older and less angry now.
• Polls that give you choices that’s are pretty much asking you to conform to one group of popular opinion or another but not giving you true options that you might actually pick…. there is always a gray area when it comes to opinions.
• This was a while ago but I feel the need to bring it up again because I said something’s that I no longer mean and need to redeem myself for that.
• Hearing all that BS about global warming… look at the evidance even a moron could see its bull!!! Global warm deez nuts biyatchs. (thats just my inner rapper talking)
• That they ended Dharma & Greg with a totally stupid episode!

I blogged I believe in 2005 about thinking horrible things about those who chose to have abortions etc. I also I had a misconception of Pro-choice because I thought they all had them but now i realize some would never have one themselves but wouldn’t prohibit other women from their right to “chose”. I do see the point made in that though I still stick by Pro-life. The hateful statements I made in that post though were out of anger, I couldn’t understand why God would allow my baby to die and me to suffer such horrible pain and depression because of that, but let other “whores” get pregnant only to “Kill” their babies… I retract the whore part from that because I understand that things do happen… but I also don’t feel under ANY circumstances that abortion should be a choice. I believe I made a comment to the effect that all the people who had or will have them should “burn” in hell… for that I am sorry, I was judging and that was not right. I don’t know who will end up where and I also know that God will forgive any sin once they are baptized and repent. I just feel bad for saying what I did.

I was so angry then I still hurt because of losing Hannah but I am at peace with it as well I am no longer angry and hateful like I was. I am glad to have moved past that. Hopefully I never become that way again.