For the longest time now I have been unable to come up with a theme that I was actually willing to put up… or finish… I have about 12 that I started and never finished… but oh well I like this one. It was a pain in the ass to get just right but I really like how everything turned out. I cant wait for it to be spring already so that inspired the spring like theme… even if its not spring yet, it can be on here!

I haven’t been blogging to much because Brandon has been keeping tabs on me which annoys me and makes me uneasy. On my space he comes off all “I’m over you and I have moved on” but then he comes here and reads about my life and try’s to use it against me… He claims its because he’s afraid I wont pay off several bills which I agreed to because.. I haven’t yet. I already explained it to him and yet he comes back a little over a month later asking why I haven’t paid them yet but have been spending money etc… I will elaborate my malicious scheme (insert loud redundant evil laughing at will please) I for one, have 3 debts I have to take care of for myself, and all three will be paid off by the middle of march. I also have to put money away right now to get my cats fixed but that will also be taken care of by then. I have sent some money to the things he is asking about just not a whole lot last month I sent $63 something to the nation wide recovery systems one… which should so something. I am living my life and paying a good amount and I think that is fair bills take time to make and about 3 times as long to pay off… that’s just the way it is but its getting done as fast as I possibly can.

Not a whole lot has been going on, a little drama but I am not even going to post it here because I don’t need the drama. All week I have had hives, I take medicine and they get better but they never fully go away… I guess I am going to have to see a doctor sometime this week… I have decided that next month I will go to a fertility specialist and get things started, hopefully I can lose a few pounds before then. I really want to take a yoga class, I might look into it next month too. I have been using my treadmill a lot more which I hope will help me lose some weight too. I don’t know if there is any validity in the whole lose weight and your periods and hormones may come back thing but I do want to try and lose weight either way and hopefully it will help.