I seriously am about to have a fucking break down… tonight was hell on a stick to say the least. My phone broke, I fucked up at work and since it was my fault I have to pay $90 out of the $100 I had left for grocerys so now eating for the next 2 weeks is out of the question. this seriously sucks, I probably seem like a pig at work or will get fired because I eat stuff there, which I know is bad but seriously I am so hungry my stomach hurts and I couldnt really function at work if I didnt eat something.

Brandon just told me that I owe over $1000 to my old insurance.

and when I really need johnny to give a flying fuck… he doesnt and I get snubbed.

my feet hurt, I am hungry and my eyes hurt from crying, and my damn wrist hurts.