I don’t know what I am going to do about my hand I can barely get any sleep I woke up 4 times, and last night the hot water every time didn’t work, the pain lessened but never went away, the same with Ibuprofen it made it better but not gone. I know what made it so bad last night is because I was busy all day plus I went back in to work because the newbies never showed, and the vacuuming and mopping always hurts but last night it hurt more than normal… Every one keeps telling me to go to the doctor and have it checked out and get a note if I need it… but If i get a not they will probably just cut my hours… I tried talking to Rick today and when I asked if I could not do just the mopping and do something else he said “well mine do the same thing” so it doesn’t look like any one at work gives a shit or will cut me any slack so I may have to get a note. I just need to give my wrist and hand a break and be on light duty work for a few days and then hopefully I will be fine.

Also they never said what day I wasn’t going to have off and so if they try to get me to come in I am going to just tell them that I cant, because seriously I have no food in my house and I am starving, all week I have lived on extra potatoes wedges, small hand fulls of grated cheese, a chicken wing here and there and pizza and that’s pretty much it… I have no one to take to to the grocery store and I cant go here cause its to expensive and the stores by me are seriously run down and gross. I am starving, I cant wait to get to work and see if there is any extra pizza left from the buffet today because I haven’t ate anything all day. Plus I need to take my check to the bank. I have the money but no way to get to the damn store… I wish I at least had some damn bread so I could make cinnamon toast… I am even out of mayo, maybe if I got a slice from Loretta, Rick would let me use the mayo there to make a sand which I think I have spam in there some where.

I feel like such a lame ass at work, what’s making me slow is my damn hand if it didn’t hurt I would be fine and I would be a lot faster. I just want to feel better.