Today friggin sucked… We totally underestimated the time and work it would take getting the partition up… we got the supports all up and one of the 4 panels up though. We havent even started painting though. I thought that I could start painting by my self tomorrow but now since part of the partition isnt up I cant paint that and the walls never got preped and I wasnt strong enough to get some things off. I cant wait until all this is over and the room is done.

I am so anxious I have a doctors appointment on friday and am so afraid that they will find something seriously wrong with me. I really hope whatever the problem is can be found and resolved easily. I just want to get things back to normal, if I dont I may never be able to have a baby…