I am very excited… I dont know if any of you have seen the tv show starting over, I love it and find it very inspiring. I have decided that my issues are more than I can just take care of alone and I am going to send in a tape to see what happens. I think it would be really great and they really help you and teach you so much and they make sure you get what you need to solve the problem you have etc. Maybe that seems lame but I feel like it would be really great for me and it doesnt hurt to try. I cant face all of this stuff alone and I would love to be able to go there and try to get my life back. I think the biggest thing is the fact is that they wont let you make excuses or get away with anything and I need that so wee will see…