I am so happy! I am still working on my moivation and getting things done and I finally got up and really cleaned and everything looks so much nicer and I feel better too.

I can’t seem to go to sleep before 3 any more… I dont know why because I never sleep past 9 or 10 but I am always up really late. I got to bed and just think and my mind wont stop racing with thoughts so finally I get up and do something until I feel tired enough to actually fall asleep, I dont want to take a slleping pill or benadryl because the few times I tried that I always woke up feeling like crap. At the moment I honestly dont know what to do about it, I think it may be an anxiety thing.

Johnny and I cant seem to find out where to buy the faucet attatchment for the dish washer. I wish we could so that I could use it and not have to do it my self. I would really like to get the dish drainers off my counter.

Johnny put the treadmill today, I tried it out tonight and its really great I hope I will really use it regularly and lose some weight.