I cant believe it. When I went to the doctor I found out the woman who treated me totally screwed me over. My results to my blood work were that I had low estrogen and she never called to tell me. Also she even made a comment there that I was to young to have a baby any way and loade me up with 8 months of birth control… and the woman I now see told me that she knew the lady and used to work with her and she had done that several times to other patients.

I have an ultrasound and blood work on wednesday so hopefully that goes well and I can get this all sorted out!!!

Today friggin sucked… We totally underestimated the time and work it would take getting the partition up… we got the supports all up and one of the 4 panels up though. We havent even started painting though. I thought that I could start painting by my self tomorrow but now since part of the partition isnt up I cant paint that and the walls never got preped and I wasnt strong enough to get some things off. I cant wait until all this is over and the room is done.

I am so anxious I have a doctors appointment on friday and am so afraid that they will find something seriously wrong with me. I really hope whatever the problem is can be found and resolved easily. I just want to get things back to normal, if I dont I may never be able to have a baby…

Oh my God, you would not believe the projects I have going. Tomorrow is going to be busy, Johnny and I will be finishing the ceiling and getting all of the supplies for painting. We have also discussed so many things one which I am so excited about is the news print decoupage that will be on part of the coffee table and possibly a few other things I cant wait to post pictures. At the moment the room is a mess but by the end of the week I think it will be close to being done with the exceptions of extra decorating we may want to do.

I am so happy on tuesday I will have health insurance so I will be able to go to the doctor and demand a full battery of tests… I am so happy and scared at the same time… I just hope that they can find the problem and get it worked out and hopefully its nothing major!!!

I am also happy because I got a new printer today, a hp all in one photo printer its awesome. The prints look just like the ones you get developed. It even has a piece in the side that holds the standard print size paper and then it snaps into the paper tray so there is no sliding photo paper or crooked edges and its rimless!

I have so many ideas about decorating and it sucks that we still havent got around to fixing the ceiling and got the painting done… I am hoping that we will have that done soon but it really depends on when the rebate comes back for the refridgerator. I hope that some of the other projects I want to do get started soon, I really need to get my coffee table painted I just havent got around to doing it but I hope to have that done by the end of the week.