The fridge is here! We got it yesterday actually… I will post a pic later though because I am to lazy right now.
I have been sick all day… My stomach has been bugging me and I still feel really icky! I hope that tomorrow I will feel better because I have several thing I really need to get done. One of them being getting Brandons fee waiver turned in if its come back yet He said he filled it out and put it back in the mail the same day. I havent got my mail in a while so I am hoping its here so I can get that turned in and be done with it! On october 23rd the divorce will be oficially final!
I still havent got to get an appointment to get insurance but hopefully I will be able to soon! I want to get a regulary annual gyno appointment but I also want them to test my hormone levels, thyroid, for polycystic ovary syndrome if nothing comes of this and everything seems fine that I will ask for a sonogram and to check for cysts and to see if my fybroids are any bigger. Also I am going to sak them what they think could be the problem, actually I will probably start with that but then go on to asking for the things above if the doctor didnt. I have got to figure out what is wrong with me I hate that I havent been able to find out but I really have got to go to a doctor… the progesterone didnt work well I had a period but now again nothing and that was like 2 or 3 months ago.
July 26th, 2006 at 6:35 am
If you are going to a qualified doctor that knows what they are doing they should have put you on metformin to treat pcos/pcod. especially if you had money problems and didn’t have the money for the test. My doctor put me on meds for pcos 4 years ago and i’ve been normal ever since with the exception of not taking the pills right or getting on birth control again.
I suggest you get a better doctor because if this is the same one that gave you clomid then you are going to end up fucked completely in the hormone department. You are just a baby you should not be on hormones.
July 26th, 2006 at 11:37 am
I am getting insurance so I can go to a real doctor a specialist who deals with amenorea and hormones.
I dont know that my problem is hormone related but I honestly believe it is so age really has nothing to do with what I need to get my body to function right. If I am missing a hormone or my body isnt making enough I may have to take something for that.
I didnt get the clomid from a doctor, I only got it because I desperately wanted to be pregnant.
I want them to go all out and test me for everything to make sure that they help me to get everything worked out
July 26th, 2006 at 5:35 pm
you seriously got clomid in another way than from a doctor? that just honestly proved my point, thanks.
July 26th, 2006 at 8:13 pm
You can purchase clomid in certain places without a perscription you know…
July 26th, 2006 at 8:25 pm
No I don’t know. If you are speaking of overseas pharmacies then you still have to have a prescription because I was given one to purchase from France at a discount. If you are talking about Mexico or some other web source then you have no clue if you were taking clomid or not. You could have been taking horse shit pills for all you know. Furthermore, your cycle should have been monitored by a doctor the entire time. Just because you read something on the internet and think you know what the deal is, doesn’t mean you should take illegal means into your own hands to get it into you. Because if you got clomid without a prescription then it was illegal. Furthermore, people like you who get it “without” a prescription are the ones who drive the prices up on those of us who actually do the right things.
Did you fully research this? Do you know that by taking this uninformed that if you need it down the road for real, you could have already put yourself at risk for all types of female based cancers?
You are only 21, you have had a baby and there is no reason for you to think that if you aren’t knocked up at the first site of a penis that you need hormones.
While I’m on the subject, when I found out you were trying to raise money to buy these infertility treatments it made me ill. You know I run a group for ladies who fundraise their hearts out for adoptions and you are out there making everyone who is ttc or adopting look like shit.
Thanks.
July 28th, 2006 at 12:11 am
Dear Ranee
I can’t believe you are coming to this girl’s site, and getting so wrapped up in her life… How absolutely pathetic you are? You need to grow up, get a life or a hobby. Who do you think you are that you can preach what you think is right? You are a twit.
July 28th, 2006 at 6:38 am
Dear Amy,
shut the fuck up. Janice gives people like me a bad name and ruins it for us. She’s just another ttc crazy that begs for money. Dispute that. I’ve said nothing that wasn’t the truth. On top of that she needs to secure a relationship and perhaps an income before she tries to conceive. Janice doesn’t even work, nor does she have a husband that works. She should not have kids if she isn’t willing to foot the bill for them.
July 28th, 2006 at 9:13 am
So what does all this have to do with you? Is Janet not working affecting your life? Is her insecure relationship ruining yours? It’s silly that you have allowed her to make you so upset.
July 28th, 2006 at 9:56 am
Amy,
I’m not upset. I’m voicing an opinion. If she didn’t want it then she would not be on the net spewing her dysfuncion. What is it hurting me? Well let’s see since you are simple I”ll say it one more time. I ADOPT. I HAVE RAISED MONEY TO ADOPT AND WILL DO IT AGAIN. I HELP other LADIES RAISE MONEY TO ADOPT. LEGIT ladies. Not freaks like Janice who have no business asking for money for something that she admittedly didn’t pay for, and never saw a doctor about. So how soes she know she needs to raise money? She makes everyone else look bad. There are millions on the net reading this crap and if one of my friends who are trying desperately to get a special needs child out of a country where the child will die if they don’t come home with the family is doing a fundraiser and that person passes them by because they read something from Janice, then yeah it has a strong affect on me.
Secondly it affects my life if she doesn’t work tremendously. You know people who don’t work and are collecting social security are
1)taking away from my husbands pay in the way of taxes and therefore that directly affects me and my daughter.
2)she’s also contributing to the fucking up of social security for me when I turn 900 because that’s how old I’ll have to be to collect it.
If Janice can run around and buy things at the gap, clean her house, do all this stuff, fuck Johnny, fight with his family, cook, clean, etc. Then she needs to get off her ass and get a real job before she brings a baby into it. Don’t give me the well Johnny works deal, cause she herself talked about how the Dairy was a sinking ship and he was looking for a job. Nothing about this is stable.
Lastly, but not leastly. I’m a trained foster parent who has it pounded into her head that it’s her job to save children, so forgive me if I think a little “advice” might stop another one from being in the system.
And Amy? What is it any of your business? Why is this affecting you so much?
July 28th, 2006 at 10:17 am
Well whatever… I’m not going to bother reading your long entry, because I don’t care… I have grown bored of this. I will honestly admit that this doesn’t concern me, and again I will say… I simply do not care.
July 28th, 2006 at 12:01 pm
What the hell I am not on social security… and I do work as a secretary for the dairy. Yes the dairy isnt doing so hot but I still make a little over $1200 a month and I own my own 2 bedroom mobile home and can totally afford to shop at the Gap and where ever else I want to…
And the baby fund thing was well over a year and a half ago and I was still greaving heavily from losing Hannah and I had no money and was stuck without a way to even get a job and living with a closet meth addict and being harassed and cheated on and no one was really supportive of me when i needed it as well as if I so much as talked about Hannah people just deserted me because they didnt want to deal with it…
I really wanted a baby and was reallt lost at the time and just wanted a baby. Since then I have grown up alot and realized I want to have certain things acomplished before I have a baby because I want my baby to have a good home and a good life, and the same for myself.
So all the sutff you are saying is totally just beating a dead horse because its done, over and changed so move the hell on. Maybe try doing something with your life and not worry about mine! Further more I cannot believe you post things about your daughter being “a little shit” oh and we cant forget this comment you made… typical little behavior and you act like its unbearable come on…
“Another fit leaving preschool yesterday almost caused me to wreck. After about 10 minutes of fit I finally forced her in the car. She undid her seat belt and I was fighting with her to get her to put it back. Kevin says I should have pulled over. I’m sorry, I can’t pull over in a ditch. I almost hit some old lady, who gave me a dirty look. She whines more than any child I’ve ever heard in my life. It’s like whine whine, piss moan, cry, throw fit, poop. That’s three. Oh throw in a couple I’m hungry, no a couple hundred.”
Little kids whine and throw fits dont adopt kids if you cant deal with it…
and for gods sake grow up and live your life and stop pretending to be so wonderful… your not and after read through your blog I must say how the hell did any place allow you to adopt a child the things you say about people and even you daughter is pretty bad…
July 28th, 2006 at 12:20 pm
I’ll call my daughter anything I want to. I’m not going to sugar coat it and act like I never curse. If I call her a little shit, or a fucking brat or a demon, it’s just the same as me saying my little angel. I’m not denouncing my child and saying I don’t want her come get her she’s so bad. You would know that if you knew anything about my blog and my writing style.
I personally lost you half way through the copy and paste rant you did because your grammar is so bad you can’t even copy and paste correctly.
Working for the dairy that your boyfriend’s family owns doesn’t really count. If it’s about to go under and especially if they hate you. If he leaves you they aren’t going to keep you on. If he leaves the job they aren’t going to keep you on. You are on borrowed time.
The reason I assumed you were on social security is because you post about your check like it’s a social security check. You’ve said things like I finally got my check today. It doesn’t sound like you work for the establishment of the guy you are sleeping with. It all sounds pretty shady.
And the difference between you and I? I have a child and a family, I have everything you want and can’t seem to get. No matter how hard you try, fucked up judgement or not. I don’t really care if you become a mother, I’d feel sorry for the kid because I have no doubt in mind that it would beaten after a bad day. However, your past infertility rants make me ill, because they make everyone else who is infertile or ttc look like a complete moron.
Two states and two judges see me fit, so shut the fuck up. If you can’t realize that I wouldn’t call my kid a little shit to her face, then well ok. This is also coming from someone who posted an entry about how sad Bad Santa is.
I’m bored with this now. I’ve got to go look at the entry you are quoting so I can see just how truly illiterate you are.
July 28th, 2006 at 12:54 pm
OK I already sleared up the stuff about my boyfriends family and you just keep bringing up the same crap like I said nothing… i know i cant spell but at least I can read.
what part of I am getting my life together and not trying to have a baby at the moment do you not get… let that sink in to that thick scull of yours before you start repeating the same shit over and over… I have stated the truth and admitted my wrongs as well as explained further on things you were saying. But you ignore them and go one like you know what your talking about… how could you if you refuse to listen?
as for me getting social security lmao thats seriously stupid and i dont talk about it like thats what I get there of plenty of people who have needed their next check and just wanted to get it already who doesnt for that matter?
do you honestly think you are fooling any one you are so full of it… you sayy all this crap about me but your the same.
I dont envy you at all so what are you talking about? I have a family and have what I want right now and I am perfectly happy so, sure I have off days but things have really gotten better and as I continue to upgrade my life and get to where I want to be I feel better and better about what I have acomplished.
July 28th, 2006 at 3:31 pm
Ranee.
leave her alone.
July 28th, 2006 at 3:39 pm
Comment by Janice
# July 28, 2006,
OK I already sleared up the stuff about my boyfriends family and you just keep bringing up the same crap like I said nothing… i know i cant spell but at least I can read.
what part of I am getting my life together and not trying to have a baby at the moment do you not get… let that sink in to that thick scull of yours before you start repeating the same shit over and over… I have stated the truth and admitted my wrongs as well as explained further on things you were saying. But you ignore them and go one like you know what your talking about… how could you if you refuse to listen?
as for me getting social security lmao thats seriously stupid and i dont talk about it like thats what I get there of plenty of people who have needed their next check and just wanted to get it already who doesnt for that matter?
do you honestly think you are fooling any one you are so full of it… you sayy all this crap about me but your the same.
I dont envy you at all so what are you talking about? I have a family and have what I want right now and I am perfectly happy so, sure I have off days but things have really gotten better and as I continue to upgrade my life and get to where I want to be I feel better and better about what I have acomplished.
Please don’t envy me. And I am leaving you alone. You will notice that I’m directing my comments to the people who are now coming to my site and trying to start crap with me because of you. I’m not even talking to you, about any of this. Amanda is the one that I’m here for.
July 28th, 2006 at 3:40 pm
Comment by amanda
# July 28, 2006,
Ranee.
leave her alone.
Or you’ll what? Post on my site anonymously and make me mad? Aww I’m scared. You should kknow that I wasn’t going to respond well to that.