I am really glad that I havent gotten pregnant yet… well in a way if I had I would have been so excited. I still want a baby more than anything and hope some time in the near future I will be able to get pregnant. I want to have a baby when I know I am in a good situation, I am glad that I have my own place and I already have a crib… my dream crib really (so expensive but so worth it!) I have an extra room for my baby… its small but so are babies so it works out. I have some other items too, not as much as I used to though. I really would like to be pregnant by the end of summer, by then we will have gotten a new fridge, stove, freezer and gotten the ceiling fixed in the living room as well as a partition built in the living room a new front door and the living room painted and maybe more than that by then. So really it would be perfect. I am just sad because I really want a baby and I really am doing my best to keep busy and be patient.

Tomorrows project will be putting up my smaller a/c unit in my bedroom window, the new one whic is about twice the size and weight of that one took about and hour to get the wood cut and everything installed so this one should take no more than that. Then we will probably measure the ceiling area and the place where we want the partition to go and maybe price it all… after we have those two things done we can paint and the room will be done! Also we may be taking the computer and satelite well basically everything but the bed and I would be staying there instead thank God! We would get the bed in a few days after that.

Also I decided to just get rid of the stuff I was going to sell on ebay and I went through the baby stuff again and decided to get rid of more of it. I seriously cant believe how much stuff I have gotten rid of and how much I still want to get rid of. Slowly things are starting to look better so soon things should be all set really soon. Its sad I have lived there for over 2 years and because I was so depressed it still looks like I just moved in, luckily I am feeling alot better and want to get things finished!

Also a new scrapbooking freebie, some pretty pink glitter embelishments!