Today was ok. Nothing major happened really. We were able to get the bigger air conditioner today which ids great and we saved over $150 which is cool. I think next on the 15th we will be getting the new fridge and maybe even a separate smaller freezer. If not we will get the freezer on the first of next month. I really want to look into getting the power for the stove converted from gas to electric for the stove, because I want to get a flat top stove and we already found one we like which is great, the only thing is that right now the hook up is gas… I have no clue as to how much that will cost but I plan on calling around tomorrow and finding out.

Lately I have really been focusing on all the wrong things and I think right now instead of focusing on every one else’s life I need to focus on my own. I need to get my house in order as well as my body, so that hopefully some day in the near future I will be able to get pregnant. I have decided for now I am not going to even check to see if I am supposedly ovulating and just let everything just be for now if it happens then great if not well at least I am getting things done that I need to and making my home nicer.

I hate the forth of July… well not really the 4th of July but the annoying ass holes who let of fire works at all hours of the night… I will be glad when all that’s over. Plus my neighbor is a friggin nut… he was telling me to get my hose out and have it ready just incase the stupid kids on the other side of the fence some how catch my house on fire… this year i just got the damn hose out because last year he bitched and yelled and basically bossed me around about it and then bitched about me to the park manager so this year i wanted to just avoid that…

I wish all of the divorce stuff was done and was on its way but it still isn’t… I think maybe Wednesday or Friday I will go to the court house and get all the information on exactly what Brandon needs so we can get this over with. Johnny and I wanted to get married at the end of the year but now we cant which totally sucks.

Also I think that things will be better for me, well johnny too once we are over at my house. I love seeing him every day but I think maybe if I go home for a day or two things will feel sort of new again and even a small time apart like that I think is enough to make you really think of all the things about that person that you love because when they are with you all the time the little things about them get taken for granted. Plus I world like to go home and really get things straitened up and looking nice to surprise him.

The only thing holing us back from going back to my house is really a matter of vehicles but I think we may end up going by the end of this week or next week. I really need to go home. I don’t know if we will be able to get the satellite for the Internet set up ourselves but hopefully we wont have a problem and our connection will be better over there.

Oh I almost forgot check out the new theme country style in the side bar.