I only have about 5 days left until my period should be due so I will fine out if we are having a baby… I am trying not to totally get my hopes up but I cant help it I have a good feeling and I am really excited… I thought a lot about having a girl and since before Hannah was born that was what I wanted and some day I would like to have a baby girl but honestly now I think I would like to have a boy, because its a whole new thing and I really don’t have much boy stuff so we could start fresh and buy everything together. I already know the theme will be sail boats and anything other than boyish pastels will not be acceptable! No jeans, no primary colors… ick I want all babyish stuff like light blues and greens and colors like that, just because you have a boy doesn’t mean he cant have cutsie stuff too. Seriously I swear I will be so picky on what I put on my baby boy…

I know my family will want me to have a girl and if I did that would be fine… but if i have a boy and they are disappointed because we have a boy I will be mad… Johnny and I have already picked out some names we like, actually we did that a while ago.

Really at the moment the only thing on my mind is baby stuff… I gotta try to not get all worked up over it though..