I probably shouldn’t even post this but I will… because i need to get it out.
Ok first oh I am a dork because actually i must have ovulated on cd 14 not cd 5… the cycle starts the first day of your period not the last one so my bad… i was tired. so that’s good because maybe just maybe I will actually be able to get pregnant.
I have really thought a lot about what I want and how I feel, and every time I think about Johnny and I having a baby together I get so excited. Before I wanted a baby for just me and always pictured me and a baby but pretty much going it alone… I would have left Brandon either way because after he cheated on me I never got over it and I never was in love with him. But I just imagine Johnny and I having a baby and its so awesome because to have something like that with the person you love is amazing, and everything would be new and different because it was us and our baby. We have already talked about a few names and how things would be… not all the time but every now and then one of us will bring it up… I hope some soon there will be a baby in our future…
Ok I just went on my space and I got this message from Brandon.
Janice,
For your information…
Our divorce papers were rejected due to a lack of my proof of income. I will take care of the whole proceedings [paperwork, filing, etc] the first week of June [after I finish school.] I will take care of it so don’t worry about it. Our deal still stands and that will be included in the paperwork.
-Brandon
OMG I never got anything but I haven’t gotten my mail in about a week but why the hell did it take over a month to figure that out? Johnny and I wanted to get married at the end of this year and it looks like I may not even be divorced… how depressing Talk about a major set back… and unless he lied how can they not prove his income??? he gets disability wtf??? I have got to get my mail tomorrow and maybe even go to the court office… maybe his fee waiver got rejected but how could the divorce have everything I put was right and my fee waiver was approved so I don’t get why they would reject it… I don’t know but I am very upset and freaking out!
May 30th, 2006 at 5:13 pm
That really sucks! I hope you are able to get your divorce!
May 30th, 2006 at 6:02 pm
I have a habit of forgetting to take my b.c. until like 3am. Oops.
I’m the same way when it comes to thinking about having kids with my boyfriend. He’s excited about it too, which I love. I really need to be more careful with the b.c. because I don’t wanna have kids before I’m married. I guess I need to go with the alarm again lol. I had one on my phone set to 4:30 everyday, but since my phone is broken, I haven’t had that. Guess it’s time to figure something out lol.
Good luck with the divorce & all that. Hopefully it can get done & over with in time for you to get married when you want to
(I think I need to link you since I’m here all the time lol)
May 30th, 2006 at 8:12 pm
Ugh, I hope that it was a misunderstanding of some sort and you’re able to get a divorce. It’s such a setback, believe me, Ross is still legally married and it eats away at me everyday.