I just checked my credit report… I knew I had a few debts but I didn’t realize it was about $3,000 which sucks and my credit score is not good either… I am paying two of the debts off within the coming week which is good that should make a dent since I will be paying about $800 and hopefully next month I can do the same. I really want to clear my credit and get my score up so when I actually need something like a fridge (mine is dying) I can get an account and build some credit. I only have one card now and It doesn’t have a super high limit and its been in good standing for a few years which is good. I wish I could pay off everything all at once but I don’t have that much money but its a start and hopefully I can get a few more paid off or down in the near future.Also I still need to get my papers filed if not tomorrow then I will for sure on Wednesday. I just want to be divorced already. I think that once I have actually filed I will start to feel better about the things I need to do since it will be started and out of my hands. My next thing is getting through school and getting my drivers license. I am so close to finishing yet another school book which is great, I highly doubt I will totally finish everything this year but I want to get as much done as possible and be done early next year!

I also want to lose a few pounds I don’t care if its a lot I would love to lose 30 or 40 pounds but right now I am shooting for 10. I am awful with diets but I need to do something, I think once it gets warmer I will go for a nice long walk every day to at least use some calories up.

I feel so anxious to do all these things but really my to do list isn’t all that long I just hate all this crap hanging over my head…