At the dairy there are a lot of cats most are strays people dump off, but any way a cat outside had her babies in the trash can outside, it sprinkling the Mom was soaked because it had just rained. I told Johnny I wanted to bring them in because its cold, and wet plus kittens out side tend to get eaten quickly … he said there are to many cats in the house already and that may be true but I don’t want them to be killed since I know that they exist and I can possibly save them i did i put all 5 in a box with the Mom and brought them in. when I set them down she (the mama cat) grabs one and tries to run out and keeps doing so I put her outside… I took her kittens and put it with the other mama cats inside and they cleaned them off and let them join the rest so that’s good. I feel bad for taking the babies from the poor Mom but it would be worse if they died right? I feel better knowing they are safe, warm and will be fed so did I do the right thing or should I not have added 5 kittens to they 8 already in the house? I know 13 is a lot but last time one of these mama cats had 10 by herself so with 13 I think the 2 of them can handle it they can each feed 8 at a time any way… Also Henita (the black and white one) could hear the new kittens outside crying and was by the door freaking out and crying to go out thinking they were hers and while I was getting them out she tried to get in and take one so the kittens will be taken care of 3 are already almost dry and nursing on Hena and the other 3 are still just cuddled up close to her getting warm and drying off so I think they will be fine … this is gross but one of the kittens still had its umbilical cord and placenta attached and Hena chewed it off and ate it which cats do with each baby they have so they were taken in right away…
Also I took some more pictures another one of mother and daughter cuddling together

About 10 minutes after I posted this I was feeling guilty for leaving the mom with no babies and went out side and the poor think was in the trash can where she had the babies looking around all sad so I thought I would give her another chance and got one of the older kittens (a loud one) and stood in the door way with it and sure enough she hopped out and follwed me to where I had a box for her and put the kitten in it and again she tried to take the kitten and leave so i took it form her and set it back in the box then I put her and make her lay down and the kitten started nursing on her so she stayed (thank God) after a while she heard the kittens from the other box so she got up and joined the other 2 mama cats and kittens… I honestly didnt think these cats liked each other… but after a few minutes of looks and sniffs they all layed down and got situated… and I snapped yet another crazy picture

Also I feel better about the situation here, its so hard to live like this. I hardly get to spend any time with Johnny and I get selfish sometimes when he comes in and should go right ti sleep I try to get him to stay awake a little longer so I can talk to him etc. I just wish we had a little more time to be together. I told him how I felt and we talked and he told me how he felt which is about the same. Right now this is how it is but hopefully soon it will change, we have no privacy and no space and his Mom always calling when were out and getting in our business I feel like a teenager again and I hate it! I just want things to change and slowly they have been … thank God. I just want to know if were moving or not and I want to be with Johnny without everyone else around…