I am so annoyed right now… the nerve of some people I swear (growls at the thought). What’s my problem, you might ask … oh just a little thing … heres the dealio. I went into the laundry room looking for Johnny and to no surprise he was there… Then he, out of no where I might add, pops off with “you know its really sad, you really don’t help out around here, you expect my Mom to do everything” OK what a crock of shit … the mere audacity to imply such a thing is incredibly hurtful… But I do not believe that it is my responsibility to keep up after everyone just because they are to lazy to do it themselves! I keep my stuff picked up and do help out and don’t mind helping out when asked but I don’t appreciate the expectation that I should just jump up and clean up this or that… I’m nobody’s maid and while I do not have any problem helping out it should be appreciated not expected… I am so tempted to go home and just stay there … however at the same time I know that if I did that I would almost never see Johnny but I guess if he really wanted to see me he would figure out a way … maybe?!

I have been so emotional lately… I cried last night over pretty much nothing… I cried and cried and cried… I am so depressed today but I will get what I need to done! I am in no joking mood and I will be prohibiting any bullshit in my presence today!!! I think that tonight I will go home and stay there until monday…